Song for Gabe

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Fri Aug 03, 2007 11:43 pm

Dear William,

I'm making new friends,
And we're making out.
We're gonna pretend,
That we're taking every, every, everything,
yeah.

They don't know about us.
Everyone's asleep when we play.
Yeah, the kids are all fucked up.

Now it's too late to go.
It's getting light out,
I know you don't wanna
Sleep here alone.
Just take it easy.

The city's asleep.
And the world is mine.
We hide and go seek,
And you know they'll never,
ever,
ever find us.

The world is fading.
I'm here with you.
If you start shaking,
I'll get you through it.
Don't worry about anything,
Just take it easy.

It's too late to go.
It's getting light out.
I know you don't wanna
Sleep here alone.
Just take it easy.

<333, Gabe.

PS. My butt's covered. (get the joke? haha. ok. lame.)

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Fri Aug 03, 2007 11:58 pm

Dear Gabe,

Everyone's so intimately rearranged
Everyone can focus clearly with such shine

Lost and loaded
Still the same ol' decent lazy eye
Straight through your gaze
That's why I said I relate
I said we relate
It's so fun to relate

I've been waiting
I've been waiting for this moment...

Wondering what's the "more than sex" you need, William.

PS.- I seriously lol'ed at the comment.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 12:10 am

Dear William,

They're not gonna get us.

Starting from here, let's make a promise.
You and me, let's just be honest.
We're gonna run, nothing can stop us,
Even the night that falls all around us.

Soon there will be laughter and voices,
Beyond the clouds over the mountains.
Nothing can stop us,
not now, I love you.
They're not gonna get us.

We'll run away, keep everything simple.
Night will come down, our guardian angel.
We rush ahead, the crossroads are empty.
Our spirits rise, they're not gonna get us.

My love for you, always forever.
Just you and me, all else is nothing.
Not going back, not going back there,
They don't understand.
They don't understand us.

~~threesome!~~ You'll see in due time, Gabe.

PS. Glad you found it funny. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 12:21 am

Dear Gabe,

Two hearts beat as one
Two hearts beat as one
Two hearts...

Can't stop the dance
Honey, this is my last chance
I said, can't stop the dance
Maybe this is my last chance

Two hearts beat as one
Two hearts beat as one
Two hearts...

They beat on black, beat on white
Beat on everything don't get it right
Beat on you, beat on me, beat on love

I don't know
How to say what's got to be said
I don't know if it's black or white
There's others see it red
I don't get the answers right
I'll leave that to you
Is this love out of fashion
Or is it the time of year
Are these words distraction
To the words you want to hear

Two hearts beat as one
Two hearts beat as one

I try to spit it out
I try to explain
The way I feel
Oh, yeah
Two hearts

I can't stop the dance
Maybe this is my last chance
I said I can't stop the dance
Maybe this is my last chance
I said don't stop the dance
Maybe this is my last chance
I said I can't stop the dance
Maybe this is our last chance
I said don't stop the dance
Maybe this is our last chance...

Will see then, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 12:35 am

Dear William,

Now this mountain I must climb,
Feels like a world upon my shoulders.
Through the clouds I see love shine,
It keeps me warm as life grows colder.

In my life,
there's been heartache and pain.
I dont know if I can face it again.
Can't stop now, I've traveled so far.
To change this lonely life.

I wanna know what love is.
I want you to show me.
I wanna feel what love is.
I know you can show me.

Your corny boyfriend, Gabe. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 12:43 am

Dear Gabe,

Now I cannot speak, I lost my voice
I'm speechless and redundant
'Cause I love you's not enough
I'm lost for words.

Busy awww-ing, William. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 1:07 am

Dear William,

Now that you're out here, let me whisper in your ear.
Now that you're listening, let me tell you how I feel:
I've been trying to formulate the perfect words, the perfect way,
I can't hold it back no more,
I gotta let you know today.

Now that you're listening
let me tell you what I need.
Now that you're holding me, let me show you what I mean.
I've been trying to analyse just what it is I feel inside my heart,
Now I realise it doesn't have to be so hard.

What more can I say?
Simple, so simple.
What more can I say? (I love you)

Ooh his power is for real, and I'm gonna say it.
Again, and again, and again.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
I love you, I love you, I love you.

Now you know how I feel, tell me what are you gonna do?
Now that I've said the words tell me, what do you have to lose?
I know that I feel it to, I can see it when I look in to your eyes.
You're scared but you don't have to be, it's alright.

What more can I say? (I love you)

"I Love You Always Forever" popped up on my iTunes but I refrained. This one seemed better fitting, Gabe. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 5:16 pm

Dear Gabe,

The boy with the thorn in his side
Behind the hatred there lies
A murderous desire for love
How can they look into my eyes
And still they don't believe me?
How can they hear me say those words
Still they don't believe me?
And if they don't believe me now
Will they ever believe me?
And if they don't believe me now
Will they ever believe me?

Convinced you'd rather date a chick, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 6:17 pm

Dear William,

No, I wasn't very cute to him,
Was I?
But I did it, though, because he lied.

Because he took you for a ride.
And because time was on his side.

And because I...
I want you, I want you;
I want you so bad.
Honey, I want you.

Currently under ill-effective substances, Gabe.

PS. You're a man to me. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 10:03 pm

Dear Gabe,

I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart, but my heart's no good
You're the only one that's understood

I come along, but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go, but you're wrenching, dragging, shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

And I want you

You are the perfect drug
The perfect drug
The perfect drug
The perfect drug

You make me hard when I'm all soft inside
I see the truth when I'm all stupid-eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood just wants to say hello to you
My fear is warm to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
How every little bit is left of me

Take me with you
Without you everything just falls apart
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces...

Certainly more than you are, William.

PS. Exactly. That could be a problem with you.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 10:47 pm

Dear William,

I know you've heard me saying lines before,
Your heart just wants to lock the door,
I'll wait forever till you let me in.
Now matter what I'll be your friend,
But I'd love to show you the moon is ours tonight;
But I'm just glad to hold you till your heart can see the light.

And you can trust me.
You don't have to be afraid,
Just trust me.
Leave the past to yesterday,
You're never going to ever truly love me,
Until you trust me.

Pot-heads need more, Gabe.

PS. You could always cross-dress. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 10:51 pm

Dear Gabe,

Doko ni mo tomaranai
Mitasanai emotion shikato kimete oikose yo
Furueteru shai na seikai no nuke-michi o neratte
Tadoritsuku basho e
I want new world~

Understanding the ~~gravitation~~ gravity of the situation, William.

PS. "I even shaved my legs and borrowed my sister's underwear!"

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 04, 2007 10:57 pm

Dear Willliam,

You wanna "kiss",
soretomo,
you wanna "touch"?
Romance ni youkoso.

D'you still? Gabe.

PS. If not, ask Jany. HAHA. *snigger*

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 9:51 am

Dear Gabe,

I just don't know what to do with myself
Don't know just what to do with myself
I'm so used to doing everything with you
Planning everything for two
And now that we're through

I just don't know what to do with my time
I'm so lonesome for you it's a crime
Going to a movie only makes me sad
Parties make me feel as bad
When I'm not with you
I just don't know what to do

Like a summer rose
It needs the sun and rain
I need your sweet love to ease all the pain

I don't know just what to do with myself
I don't know just what to do with myself
Baby if your new love ever turns you down
Come on back, I will be around
Just waiting for you
I'm still so crazy for you

I don't know what else to do
I don't know what else to do
I don't know what else to do
I'm still so crazy for you...

Don't know how I'll make it, William.

PS. Have fun being heterosexual again.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 8:29 pm

Dear William,

So don't explain.
'Cause I know exactly what your going to say.
Big words,
Recycled phrases,
And the bittersweet taste of other boys on your lips.

So now just sit here and talk about how you wanted it all.
Now just sit here and talk about how you wanted it all.

You'll be much happier without a *wince* jealous boyfriend, Gabe.

PS. But I never went that gay with you. ;D

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 8:40 pm

Dear Gabe,

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no gettin' over you

Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But baby can't you see
There's nothin' else for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm not in my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "fool, forget him"
My heart is saying "don't let go"
"Hold on to the end", that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm not in my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

Wanted to be reallyreallyreally gay with you, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 9:04 pm

Dear William,

Oh, how I smiled then,
Waiting so patiently.
I'd make a wish and bleed.

While I waited, I was wasting away.

And all the other dudes, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 9:09 pm

Dear Gabe,

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

I am vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself...

Misjudged, William.

PS. I DON'T WANT ALL THE OTHER DUDES. I WANT YOU.
PPS. Can you honestly say that you're happier without me?

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 9:31 pm

Dear William,

Yesterday,
There were so many things I was never told.
Now that I'm startin' to learn,
I feel I'm growing old.

'Cause yesterday's got nothin' for me,
Old pictures that I'll always see,
Time just fades the pages
In my book of memories.
Prayers in my pocket
And no hand in destiny.
I'll keep on movin' along,
With no time to plant my feet.

'Cause yesterday's got nothin' for me.
Old pictures that I'll always see.
Some things could be better
If we'd all just let them be.

Yesterday, there was so many things
I was never shown.
Suddenly this time I found,
I'm on the streets and I'm all alone.

Yesterday's got nothin' for me.
Old pictures that I'll always see.
I ain't got time to reminisce old novelties.

Yesterday's got nothin' for me.

You were on a spree all the same, Gabe.

PS. BUT YOU STILL SCREW AROUND WITH ALL THE OTHER DUDES.
PPS. I haven't had much time to acknowledge it, quite frankly.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 9:38 pm

Dear Gabe,

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same?

'Cause nothing lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine

So if you want to love me
Then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain...

Can't deny it, William.

PS. I'm talking about love here, dude. Real love. I love you.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 10:05 pm

Dear William,

If it's a bad day, you try to suffocate.
Another memory... scarred.
If it's a bad case, then you accelerate.
You're in the getaway... car.

If it's a bad case, you're on the rampage.
Another memory... scarred.
You're at the wrong place, you're on the back page.
You're in the getaway... car.
It's your age, it's my rage.

You're too complicated, we should separate it.
You're just confiscating, you're exasperating.
This degeneration, mental masturbation.
Think I'll leave it all behind, save this bleeding heart of mine.

It's a matter of trust.
Because...
You don't care about us.

Now live with it, Gabe.

PS. You haven't proven that so well. I've had more love from Marlee in the past few hours.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 10:13 pm

Dear Gabe,

I'm well aware that certain things just cannot be
But don't deny that there were other possibilities
On the hottest night of the summer
On a sticky, steamy street
I was glowing like the sunset
I knew how happy we could really be
Your suntanned body stretched out on the carpet
In front of me
I know as long as live I'll never lose that memory
Well I guess I shouldn't say no more
You can do what you want to do
I just had to say, I really wanted you.

Heartbroken, William.

PS. Is there a tiny, tiny, very small chance that you might take me back someday in a very distant future?

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 10:21 pm

Dear William,

So deep,
That it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed.
Now I'm far from lonely.
Asleep, I still see you lying next to me.

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
I need something else.
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out.
And let me go back to sleep.
I can laugh all I want, inside I still am empty.

I'll be just fine,
Pretending I'm not.
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got.

Stoned, Gabe.

PS. I'm waaay too mad at you to answer that. D<

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 10:27 pm

Dear Gabe,

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
You love me no longer, I know
And maybe there is nothing
That I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
That I ought to stick to another man
A man that surely deserves me
But I think you do

So I cry, and I pray and I beg

Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Lately I have desperately pondered
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could do have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
I know that you need me
I can't care about anything but you.

Glad it wasn't a radical 'no' just yet, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 11:02 pm

Dear William,

Are you safe and warm inside?
Is your conscience clear tonight?
Are you deceitful?
Unfaithful?

You're not telling me something I know.
You're haunted by the consequence that follows.
No one wants to be alone.

When you take a look inside,
And swallow all your pride,
Are you forgetful?
Regretful?
I can see it in your eyes.
The darkness holds you tight,
You are deceitful,
Unfaith - Full of lies.

You cause this grief,
You can't believe that you're wrong.
Created this doubt,
You sold me out,
Now it's on.

It doesn't matter what I answer, you'll still go shag anyways, Gabe.

PS. NO! D<

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