Song for Gabe

Subject: Song for Gabe Sat Jul 14, 2007 3:14 pm

Dear Gabriel:

You have the bravest heart
The strongest emotions
After all the harm I've caused
You still want my lovin'

I think I've lost your love
Oh baby, it's a shame
But how can I be mad at you
When I'm the one to blame?

I can't believe
I still receive
So much affection from your side
If you could give me one more chance
I'd love to turn the tide.

Love, William.

PS.- My iPod is on your side, apparently.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Jul 14, 2007 5:28 pm

Dear William,

Games, changes, and fears
When will they go from here?
When will they stop?
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together, babe
But we're not

I play it off but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll keep my cool but I'm feigning

Here is my confession
May I be your possession?
Boy I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny

I play it off but I'm dreaming of you
(But I'm dreaming of you, babe)
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning.

Love, Gabe.

PS. The radio also is, apparently.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 10:29 am

Dear Gabriel,

I wanna know
The truth
If this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real

I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOUUU
JUST GIVE ME THE TRUUUUTH
EVEN IF IS HURTS MEEEE.

Love&Angst, William.

P.S.- Joel Madden invaded my iPod this morning.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 2:46 pm

Dear William,

You never know how much I really love you
You'll never know how much I really care
Listen, do you want to know a secret
Do you promise not to tell,
Closer, let me whisper in your ear

Say the words you long to hear
I'm in love with you
I've known a secret for a week or two
Nobody knows just we two

Love, Gabe.

PS. iTunes also, haha.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 2:55 pm

Dear Gabe,

It was something real that I could have had
Now I play the fool whose stable soul's gone bad
Why?

Tell me the words I might have said
That's pumping pressure deep inside my head
Was it bad enough to be too late?
Just tell me the words I might have ate

But now it's gone and I take the blame
So there's nothing I can do but take the pain
Why?

Love, William.

PS.- Old Green Day for the win.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 10:15 pm

Dear William,

There you are, in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
Come to me, come to me
Can't you see that

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you

Love&bitterness, Gabe.

EDIT: Woo-hoo for corny love songs. >.O;;

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 10:23 pm

Dear Gabe,

You're where you want to be
I'm where I want to be
Come on
We're chasing everything we've ever wanted
I replace you easily, replace pathetically
I flirt with any flighty thing that falls my way
But how I needed you
When I needed you
Lets not forget we are so strong, so bloody strong

So Come On Home
So Come On Home
So Come On Home
Home

Blue light falls upon your perfect skin
Falls and you draw back again
Falls and this is how I fell

And I cannot forget
And I cannot forget

Love&hopelessness, William.

(Woohoo indeed.)

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 10:33 pm

Dear Will,

When the day is long and the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone.

Love&loneliness(atthemoment), Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 10:40 pm

Dear Gabe,

You promised me starry night skies
They just remind me of your shining bright eyes
I'm missing your voice at night time
This separation seems a sad crime

But don't think I forgot
You are oh so sweet
I knew

If only you were here
Things would be more magical

If I was there
Right now would be more radical

You're so not near
I'm wishing I could place a call
And feel closer to you

The miles of air and road and land
That separate me from all my plans
We're having fun
But something something tells me I miss someone

But I hope you didn't forget me
I couldn't forget you the whole time
I always knew

Say that you're into me, let me know how it will be
If you don't know just say so
I'll wait till the perfect time, think of all the perfect lines
I'll make sure if I let you know

We've got movies on our list to see
Things to do just you and me
Calls to make from here to there and back
We've got fun to have and days to spend
Stars to see or just pretend
At least for now just keep things right on track.

Love & hope to hear you in the jungle for a nice opportunity to run after you since Tom only comes back on Thursday, William.

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Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 10:57 pm

Dear William,

Hey now what you doing
Don't go down the road to ruin;
Look back at where you came from
Count to ten before you go wrong.

You had the brightest future,
Writing songs on your computer
But you couldn't walk that extra mile
And now your life is running wild.

You've gotta hold your head up high
You know it's not too late to try
You've gotta lift that heavy load
You've gotta get back in control.

The things you say to me
What is it that your eyes see?
Is it love or is it hate?
Banging on an open gate.

Hey now, who's that with you?
What's that thing I saw him give you?
Turn 'round, don't come no closer.

Why don't you put that gun right down
Before you kill the love you found.

Making lots and lots of noise, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 11:04 pm

Dear Gabe,

I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world.

Multitasking my way to you, William.
Who posts first..?

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 11:13 pm

Dear William,

I thought I found someone
I thought I had something I could trust
I still can't believe what happened
It's not that you lied to us
It's not that our friendship was a front
Yeah, for years I was afraid
Now I can finally say

That I'm afraid that you've become
Everything that you had hated
I'm waiting
For this to blow away.

Hoping to avoid double-posting, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 11:21 pm

Dear Gabe,

Having spent your entire life exactly where you are tonight
In the valley between intent and deed
You must have mastered this, the fragile art of a good excuse
The little things that get you to believe
That get you to believe
So listen, I'm not trying to prove anything at all here
But don't you think that maybe, this time, you were wrong?

You've spent your entire life quick-tongued and always right
Hasn't being right just let you down?
Right, just lets you down

So listen, I'm not trying to say anything at all here
There isn't much let, anyway, that hasn't been said
But don't you think that possibly, this time, it's different?
Don't you think that maybe, this time, you were wrong?

Writing, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 11:28 pm

Dear William,

I've seen the future
So I already know.
Baby you've been let down,
You can't take anymore.

You hear that I'm untrue,
But you've been around too
I don't hide it from you.

I know that you're needy
Baby, take it easy
And we can make all our dreams come true.
If you...

I'm down if you don't expect any more from me
I ain't got much for you.
It's all right
If you wanna get down.
Keep it simple, now.

How do you feel?
Do you feel alright?

Willing to also write for you, Gabe. <3 (Haha.)

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 11:32 pm

Dear Gabe,

Take a chance and make it big,
Cause it’s the last you’ll ever get.

Love for posting my favorite Cobra song, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 11:43 pm

Dear William,

If I hide myself away,
If I'm quiet,
My memories will fade.
If I let you slip away
From this pain
It happens time and again.

If I slip into your dark,
If I whisper,
Will you hear it in your heart?
I won't let you see my soul
Or catch my fall,
The shadows know it all.

If I meet you,
In a dream.
If I hide you in the corner of my mind,
If I chose not to see,
Not to feel,
You've taken me again.
(And again)

Discovering new songs by the minute, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 15, 2007 11:54 pm

Dear Gabe,

Do you think
If we could go back in time
Do you think
That I'd like you then?

Would you try
Not to be so mean
And we'd never just be friends?

Do you think
If we could go back in time
Do you think
That I'd like you then?

Won't you try
Not to be so mean
And we're now
For just be friends

There are times that I
Felt that this was right
There are times that I
Felt that this was right

Why do you think
This will never work?
Why do you think
This will never work?

Finding lyrics I never thought existed, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 16, 2007 12:11 am

Dear Willie-dear,

Dont let me hear you say life's taking you nowhere,
angel.
Nights are warm and the days are young.

There's my baby,
Lost that's all.

Last night they loved you,
Opening doors and pulling some strings,
Angel.
In walked luck and you looked in time.
Never look back, walk tall, act fine.
Come, get up my baby.

Ill stick with you, baby
For a thousand years.
Nothing's gonna touch you in these golden years.

Some of these days,
And it wont be long,
Gonna drive back down where you once belonged
In the back of a dream car twenty foot long,
Dont cry my sweet, dont break my heart.
Doing all right, but you gotta get smart
Wish upon, wish upon, day upon day,
I believe, oh lord,
I believe all the way.
Run for the shadows in these golden years.

( Bowie's shining out on me. e_e;; ) Your classical lover, Gabe. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 16, 2007 12:22 am

Dear Gabie-poo,

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide

But I love you
Until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day.

Feeling like watching Moulin Rouge, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 16, 2007 12:29 am

Dear William,

In a bar that's always closing,
In a world where people shout.
I don't wanna talk this over,
I don't wanna talk it out.
I was quite impressed until I hit the floor.
Isn't that what friends are for?
Pain looks great on other people,
That's what they're for.

Didn't enjoy the movie that much, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 16, 2007 12:33 am

Dear Gabe,

Well, this is such a sad affair
I've opened up my heart so many times
But now it's closed

Oh my dear
Every salted tear
It wrings
Bitter-sweet applause

But when the show's in full swing
Every once in awhile
High stepping chorus lines
Mean I'm forgetting
My lullaby

How rich in contrast
Love can be
Sometimes I'm quite amused
To see it twist and turn
To taste both sweet and dry
These vintage years
Lovers you consume, my friend
As others their wine

No - this is not the end of the world
Stranded because of life and art
And the game goes on as you know
See you

And now, as you turn to leave
You try to force a smile
As if to compensate
Then you break down and cry

At least hoping for no negative comments on Velvet Goldmine, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 16, 2007 12:42 am

Dear William,

Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes.
Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild.
Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms.
Every now and then I fall apart.

And we'll only be making it right,
Cause we'll never be wrong together.

Forever's gonna start tonight.

Intent on seeing it, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Jul 17, 2007 5:30 pm

Dear Gabe,

Goodbye ~~girl~~ boy, you are are the only one
Goodbye boy, I know you want me
Goodbye boy, you are the only love

Goodbye boy, now if you're lonely
Goodbye boy, why don't you join me
Goodbye boy, you know it's only love

I'm cheating on you, yeah
I'm cheating on you, yeah
I'm cheating on you, yeah
I'm cheating on me.

Love only to you & experimenting with everyone else, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Jul 17, 2007 11:52 pm

Dear William,

Say it isn't so painful to tell me that you're dissatisfied.
Last time I asked you I really got a lame excuse.
I know that you lied.
Now wicked things can happen... you see 'em goin' down in war.
But when you play in a quiet way that bites it even more.

Who propped you up when you were stopped low motivation had you on the
ground.
I know your first reaction you slide away hide away goodbye.
But if there's a doubt maybe I can give out a thousand reasons why.
You have to say it isn't so...
I say it isn't so.
We like to be the strangers at the party, two rebels in a shell.
You like to move with the best of them you know we move so well.
Don't need someone to lean on. I know that there's an open door.
But if I'm faced with being replaced.

Oh you know I want to make you...

On the verge of kissing you off, Gabe. ;P

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:26 am

Dear Gabe,

So, it's sad this doesn't suit you now
And me fresh out of rope
Please ignore the lisp, I never meant to sound like this
So take me and break me and make me strong like you
I'll be forever grateful to this and you

It's only you, beautiful
Or I don't want anyone
If I can choose it's only you

Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel
Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste
I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised
Do you understand?

It's only you, beautiful
Or I don't want anyone
If I can choose, it's only you
But how could I miscalculate
Perfect eyes will have perfect aim
If I can choose, it's only you

"We're wrecking" and I'm dry like a drum, when you scream so fine I'll leave
We're stranded, we've got time and trials, measured in miles
We slave for days (and weeks)

It's only you, beautiful
Or I don't want anyone
If I can choose
It's only you.

Needing your love, William.

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