Song for Gabe

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 18, 2007 7:42 pm

Dear William,

Keep your head and everything will be cool,
You didn't have to make me feel like a fool.
When I try to say I feel the way that I do,
I want to talk to you.
And make it loud and clear.
Though you don't care to hear.

Couldn't I just tell you the way I feel?
I can't keep it bottled up inside.
And could we pretend that it's no big deal,
And there's really nothing left to hide?

Something sure doesn't seem right to me.
When you can turn your back whenever you please,
And you stroll away and calmly bid me adieu,
Why can't I talk with you?
And put it in your ear though
You don't care to hear?

Hear me out.
Why don't you lend me an ear?
You've got no reason to fear,
I'll make it perfectly clear:
I love you.

I don't come whining with my heart on my sleeve.
I'm not a coward if that's what you believe.
And I'm not afraid but not ashamed if it's true,
I got to talk with you.
And then I'll make it clear.

Needin' your word, Gabe.

PS. Go rape a tree.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 5:46 pm

Dear Gabe,

Sucker love is known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up for heaven's sake
There's never been so much at stake

I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort, calling late
Cuz there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me

Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love, I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind

All alone in space and time
There's nothing here but what here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me...

Certain you would have been more gentle than Pete, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 6:33 pm

Dear William,

I know all your moods and faces,
You try a gaze that paralyses,
Stand back from nobody and none,
And drop your panties for a number one.

You stick at nothing with the things you're running for,
But don't tread on those who've served your scheme once more.

You pretend to relieve your tension,
I know that you can't love anyone.
But you say you get the bloke you want,
You feign like no other when you're out to reach a goal.
You give what you get, but nothing's free at all.

I said a tree not an idiot, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 6:42 pm

Dear, dear Gabe,

All the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner
They'd be your partner

Oh, you're so vain
You probably think this song is about you
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't you?

Raping who I want, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 6:47 pm

Dear William,

You.
Soft and only.
You.
Lost and lonely.
You.
Strange as angels,
Dancing in the deepest oceans,
Twisting in the water,
You’re just like a dream.

Daylight licked me into shape,
I must have been asleep for days.

Simply hoping your dick won't fall off, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 6:52 pm

Dear Gabe,

Quit acting so friendly
Don't nod, don't laugh all nicely
Don't think you'll up-end me
Don't sigh, don't sip your iced-tea
And don't say "It's been a while..."
And don't flash that stupid smile

Don't ask me how I've been

Don't sit there and play just
So frank, so straight, so candid
So thoughtful, so gracious
So sound, so even-handed
Don't be so damn benign
And don't waste my fucking time

Don't ask me how I've been.

Very amused (not), William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:21 pm

Dear William,

I know that you want me,
Know that you need me,
Can't live without me?
And I know that you pretend that you're in love with him.

But, he can't put it down like me.
That's why I know that you want me,
Know that you need me,
Can't live without me.

And if you're meant to be with me, we'll have to see.

Not so amused, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:30 pm

Dear Gabe,

Darling you gotta let me know
Should I stay or should I go?
If you say that you are mine
I'll be here 'til the end of time
So you got to let know
Should I stay or should I go?

Always tease tease tease
You're happy when I'm on my knees
One day is fine, next is black
So if you want me off your back
Well come on and let me know
Should I stay or should I go?

Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
And if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know

This indecision's bugging me
If you don't want me, set me free
Exactly who'm I supposed to be
Don't you know which clothes even fit me?
Come on and let me know
Should I cool it or should I blow?

Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
And if I stay it will be double
So you gotta let me know
Should I stay or should I go?

Getting headaches over this, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:37 pm

Dear Willie-dear,

Well finally that's the way it is
I like something you don't and you're tellin' me it's shit.
It's a waste of time.
We can't change our opinions,
I don't know what it's like
I don't know what it's like
I don't know what it's like to be like you,
I don't know,
so I'll keep my mouth shut, right?

Not my fault this time, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:42 pm

Dear Gabe,

When I'm ridin' round the world
And I'm doin' this and I'm signing that
And I'm tryin' to make some ~~girl~~ boy
Who tells me baby better come back later next week
'Cause you see I'm on losing streak

I can't get no, I can't get no
I can't get no satisfaction
No satisfaction...

'Not your fault' my ass, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:53 pm

Dear William,

And if I you start a commotion,
I'll only end up losing you
And that's worse.

Your ass; you betcha, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:09 pm

Dear Gabe,

Sweetness, sweetness I was only joking
When I said I'd like to smash every tooth
In your head.

So all is not lost?, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:24 pm

Dear William,

Silence, can you hear me?
Press me to your lips and I'll suck the poison out.
Who will heal me?
If you keep killing me, how can I keep absolving?
Your sins into me, begin the poisoning.

Do you fall too?
Yes I fall.
Do you want to,
Fall into me?

Time, time, time… We're not waiting.
Time, time, time… We're no one.

Hoping your ass doesn't get around anymore, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:35 pm

Dear Gabe,

I hereby solemnly swear to tell
The whole truth
And nothing but the truth is what
I'll ever hear from you now
"Trust" is a dirty word that comes
Only from such a liar
But "respect" is something I will earn
If you have faith

If I promise to go to church on Sunday
Will you go with me on Friday night?
If you live with me, I'll die for you
And this compromise.

Only good intentions from now on, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:48 pm

Dear William,

Nothing can be altered, there is nothing to decide.
No escape, no change of heart, nor any place to hide.
You are all I'll ever want, but this I am denied.
Sometimes in my darkest thoughts, I wish I'd never learned
What is to be in love and have that love returned.

Sounds kinda familiar, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 10:51 am

Dear Gabe,

I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things
We can do the tango just for two
I can serenade and gently play on your heart strings
Be your Valentino just for you

Oooh love, oooh lover boy
What are doing tonight, hey boy?
Set my alarm, turn on my charm
That's because I'm a good old fashioned lover boy

Oooh, let me feel you heartbeat (Grow faster faster)
Oooh, can you feel my love heat?
Come on and sit on my hot seat of love
And tell me how do you feel, right after all
I'd like for you and I to go romancing
Say the word, your wish is my command

Oooh love, oooh lover boy
What are doing tonight? (hey boy!)
Write my letter, feel much better, and use my fancy patter on the telephone

When I'm not with you, think of you always I miss you
(I miss those long hot summer nights)
When I'm not with you, think of me always
I love you, love you
Hey boy where did you get it from? Hey boy where did you go?
I learned my passion in the good old fashioned school of lover boys

Dining at the Ritz, we'll meet at nine precisely
I will pay the bill you taste the wine
Driving back in style in my saloon will do quite nicely
Just take me back to yours that will be fine
Oooh love, oooh lover boy
What are you doing tonight hey boy?
Everything's all right just hold on tight
That's because I'm a good old fashioned lover boy.

Wanting to be held, William

PS. What if I Pete had gotten me pregnant?

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 8:07 pm

Dear William,

However much I push it down,
It's never enough.
However much I push it around,
It's never enough.
However much I make it out,
It's never enough.
Never enough.
However much I do.

However big I ever feel,
It's never enough.
Whatever I do to make it real,
It's never enough.
In any way I try to speak,
It's never enough.
Never enough.
However much I try to speak,
It's never enough.

However much I'm falling down,
It's never enough.
However much I'm falling out,
It's never enough.
Whatever smile I smile the most
It's never enough.
Never enough.
However I smile,
I smile the most.

So let me hold it up
Just one more go.
Holding it up for just once more;
One more time to fill it up;
One more time to kill.
But whatever I do,
It's never enough.
It's never enough.

It's never enough.

Wanting to know if you'd take just anybody to hold you, Gabe.

PS. Die motherfucker, die! >D

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 8:10 pm

Dear Gabe,

When I'm with you baby, I go out of my head
And I just can't get enough, I just can't get enough
All the things you do to me and everything you said
And I just can't get enough, I just can't get enough

We slip and slide as we fall in love
And I just can't seem to get enough

We walk together, we're walking down the street
And I just can't get enough, I just can't get enough
Every time I think of you I know we have to meet
And I just can't get enough, I just can't get enough

It's getting hotter, it's our burning love
And I just can't seem to get enough

I just can’t get enough

And when it rains, you're shining down for me
And I just can't get enough, I just can't get enough
Just like a rainbow you know you set me free
And I just can't get enough, I just can't get enough

You're like an angel and you give me your love
And I just can't seem to get enough

I just can’t get enough

Only wanting to be held by you, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 8:24 pm

Cher William,

C'est une folie, une drole de vie.
Je te l'accorde, elle n'est pas facile à entendre.
C'est une passion, une déraison
Pour laquelle tu t'accorches avec raison.
Tu en as connu des échecs,
Essuyé bien des refus,
Balayé trop de menteurs,
Maîtrisé tant de folies.
Aujourd'hui tu te mets en doute,
Tu restes coincé dans ta bulle,
S'il te plait n'oublies pas.

Garde la tête haute, quelque soit ton chemin.
Garde la tête haute, quelque soit ton lendemain.

Qui a pu dire que la vie était facile ?
Qui a pu dire qu'il y avait une solution parfaite ?
Qui a pu monter tant de menteries ?
Qui a raconté cette fantaisie ?
Non, non.

Tu en as connu des espoirs,
Essayé bien des issues,
Banalisé tant de peurs,
Maquillé tant de gâchis.
Aujourd'hui, tout te bouscule.
Tu te questionnes sur ta route.
Mais surtout, n'oublie pas !

Si t'es fatigué, que tu te débats,
Tu ne sais même plus qui tu es,
Tu ne sais même plus où chercher,
Vas-y, reprends-toi, pleure donc un bon coup.

Mais pour combien de temps, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 8:32 pm

Dear Gabe,

I'll be your water bathing you clean
The liquid piece
I'll be your ether, you'll breathe me in
You won't release
Well I've seen you suffer
I've seen you cry the whole night through
So I'll be your water bathing you clean
Liquid blue

I'll be your father, I'll be your mother
I'll be your lover, I'll be yours
I'll be your lover, I'll be yours

I'll be your liqour bathing your soul
Juice that's pure
And I'll be your anchor, you'll never leave
Shores that cure
Well I've seen you suffer
I've seen you cry for days and days
So I'll be your liquor, demons will drown
And float away

I'll be your father, I'll be your mother
I'll be your lover, I'll be yours
I'll be your lover, I'll be yours
I'll be your lover, I'll be yours
Yours...

As long as you'll want me (and then some more), William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 8:42 pm

Dear William,

And I just might say it tonight.
I just might say it tonight.
I just might tell you tonight
That I love you.
And you should stay all my life.

And I will learn to play the good notes,
And tune you up the best I can.

And then some more? Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 8:46 pm

Dear Gabe,

Don't give up on the dream
Don't give up on the wanting
And everything that's true
Don't give up on the dream
Don't give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you.

Forever, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 8:51 pm

Dear William,

Another constellation dies.
Do what you want 'cause it's your own sky.
Just call me when the phone stops ringing,
Thanks for coming by.
I'm just glad I'm on your good side.
Where it's smoldering or freezing,
It's never all that easy to decide.

And that's the nature of the chase.
You fall so far behind you end in first place.
Pass the torch this time, we're running to each's own regret.

I'll try to stay but it's in vain when you're far.
I'm on the run to wherever you are.

Define 'forever' please, Gabe.

<3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 8:58 pm

Dear Gabe,

My sweet prince, you are the one.

Even if you stop loving me,
Even if Tom begs me to come back,
Even if I get more propositions,
Even if we come back home,
William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 9:05 pm

Dear William,

The dream is gone,
'Have become comfortably numb.

What a sudden change of heart, Gabe.

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