Song for Gabe

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 11:05 pm

Dear Gabe,

It's the first day of the rest of your life
It's the first day of the rest of your life
It's the first day of the rest of your life
It's the first day of the rest of your life

Don't fuck it up
Don't fuck it up

You'll remember me, for the rest of your life
You'll remember me, for the rest of your life

Won't be bothering ~~you~~ anyone again then, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 11:10 pm

Dear William,

I see you, down on the front line.
Such a sight for sore eyes,
You're a suicide makeover.

You don't know.
You don't say.
That you got no reply.

Resuming to ~~sulking~~ getting stoned now, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 11:12 pm

Dear Gabe,

Don't tell me what it's all about
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again.

Ciao baby, William. xo

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Aug 20, 2007 11:21 pm

Dear William,

How did we ever go this far?
You touch my hand and start the car.
And for the first time in my life,
I'm crying.

And like the stars we burn away
The miles.

How did we ever get this far?
It shouldn't have to be this hard.
Now for the first time in my life,
I'm flying.

That wasn't so hard now, Gabe.

PS. Have fun without me. +__+ *stoned*

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Aug 21, 2007 7:34 pm

Dear Gabe,

I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.

(Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.)

Yes it was and it is, William.

PS. I said I'd never fall in love again, not that I'd fall out of love.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Aug 21, 2007 10:43 pm

Dear William,

It's not easy having yourself a good time.
Greasing up those bets and betters.
Watching out they don't four-letter.
Fuck and kiss,
You both at the same time.
Smells like something I've forgotten,
Curled up died and now it's rotten.

I've got to hand it to you,
You've played by all the same rules.
It takes the truth to fool me,
And now you've made me angry.

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die.
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven,
Please don't hang your head and cry.
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside.
It's cold and hard and petrified.
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride.

Sounded pretty blasé to me, Gabe.

PS. Words, my dear. They don't do much anymore. *sniffle*

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Aug 22, 2007 8:39 pm

Dear Gabe,

Monday eyes, blue shirt is faded
A perfect smile is overrated
Who's got time for dress-up anyway?
Five days till I can breathe again
Suffocate, well worth the wait
Right here, I'm all yours, my dear, tonight
What can compare to this dimly lit masquerade shielding my hesitance?
Hold, the crowds now part
And I see you again
Bright eyes, how will this one end?

Take care with a broken boy, is it worth it to you to try?
Take care with a broken heart, it's not what it is, it's not who you are
You're tired sweetie, go to sleep, I'll be hanging on your dream
Your heartbeat keeps time with mine
I'm waiting up so I can watch you fall asleep to me.

What actions do you want from me, then?
What is it I can do?

Taking care of you while you're stoned, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Aug 22, 2007 11:38 pm

Dear William,

Soft light, total silence.
So tired,
Take the table in the door.
The table in the door.
Sat back on the fire.
Only as stable as it'll choose to show,

If I choose to show.

Well, I feel that this an explosion.
Nobody else could ever really know.

You say you don't believe in silence.
You're always afraid of what you can't control.
You say you don't believe in silence,
You're always ashamed of what you're willing to lose.

When I was, when I was calling for the answer,
That you probably shouldn't know.
Well, it feels like flames surrounding me here.
When you were calling with your question,
When all I needed was to know.
Well, it feels like flames surrounding me here.

So this is it.
So this is it.
So this is the silence.
So this is the silence we became.
It's never quite;
It's never quite over.
It's never quite over in the sorrow.

When I was calling for the answer
That you probably shouldn't know.
Well, it feels like flames surrounding me here.
When you were calling with your question,

When all I needed was to know.

Well,
It feels like flames surrounding me here.

That's for you to figure out; try not cheating for a start, Gabe.

PS. Aww. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Fri Aug 24, 2007 8:14 pm

Dear Gabe,

Wish I could prove I love you,
But does that mean I have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when I say so,
And maybe some things are that simple.

When you walk away,
You don't hear me say "please"...
Oh baby, don't go.
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight,
It's hard to let it go.

Hold me...
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on.
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all;
Nothing's like before.

Nothing else to add, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Fri Aug 24, 2007 11:54 pm

Dear William,

I wish that we could both be there.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
But the stars we could reach
Were just starfishs on the beach.

The have fun with your cadavres ~~you necrophile~~, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Fri Aug 24, 2007 11:58 pm

Dear Gabe,

I'm sinking more and more into my lies
Now home is just a pinprick in the vastness of my life
Feel the pressure, feel the pleasure
Feel the pain, you're not alone
Feel the pleasure, feel the pain
Feel the pain

Have fun by yourself because that's all you'll ever get (I hope?), William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 25, 2007 6:27 pm

Dear William,

You say you wander your own land,
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can.
You're aching, you're breaking;
And I can see the pain in your eyes.
Says everybody's changing,
And I don't know why.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game.
I try to stay awake and remember my name.
But everybody's changing,
And I don't feel the same.

You're gone from here.
And soon you will disappear.
'Cause everybody's changing.
And I don't feel right.

The german boy's there, but he ain't much help, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Sat Aug 25, 2007 7:03 pm

Dear Gabe,

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon ~~her~~ him
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(This can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon ~~her~~ him
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so...

About to get beaten up, William.

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