Fall apart and start again

Butcher sighed as he held Sisky tightly in his arms, feeling such sympathy for the state of his friend just stuck in one of the most heartbreaking situations he could ever think of. He moved Sisky out of his arms and sat beside Bill, one arms carefully wrapped around his shoulder as he held the other out for Sisky to join them.

"Well I'm happy to be your dad Billy." It doesn't matter what has happened, you're still my friend, you'll always be my friend. "Just don't go molesting your mom again, okay?" he added with a sly smirk to the boy next to him.

Sisky mumbled incoherently and hid his face against the Butcher's shoulder, blushing a deep red. I can't believe you said that! But I'm glad there's no hard feelings.

Sisky smled against the Butcher's skin, looking up shyly at William. So everything's cool with us... Good.

"Did we...?" Sisky looked confused for a moment then it sank in. He hid his face again. "No..."

Sisky's brain gave out completely and he turned to just stare at his friend blankly. Thinking about what he'd want to do to Butcher alone was just too much.

Butcher quirked an eyebrow at him, thinking for a moment about what might happen if they were left alone long enough to actually get into something more than kissing. Clearing his throat at the mental images that arose he looked back at Bill and smiled softly, "I thought we were sticking together?" Why am I so neverous about being with him, he's my perfect guy, I've not wanted anyone else for so long ... Why can't I just do it?

Sisky tilted his head so he could look into the Butcher's face then shrugged to William and leaned against his boyfriend's shoulder again. I can wait. Being near you is enough for me.

"Really." He said with a dead pan look on his face before a smile started to pull at his lips. He moved his arm from Bill's shoulder and instead used it to cuddle around Sisky's waist "Sooo ... changing topic quickly." He almost coughed out, "What family activities should we do?"

Sisky smiled and snuggled a little closer to Butcher. You're too good to me, William. "We're on a beach. What do people do on beaches?" Sisky asked jokingly. Nothavesexnothavesexnothavesex. It's your fault William...

Rolling his eyes at the skinny boy who seemed to be obsessed with the matter of their sex life, he pulled away from the grip and wiggled his hips a little, getting himself comfortable. "Can we not just ... hug for now?" He asked with a slight disbelief that William was so insistant. "Anyway, now we're a family, don't you think we need a home?" He questioned, looking down to Sisky with a small kiss placed on his forhead.

"Uh um.. yeah, but I can't make something tall enough for William too without help." Sisky looked mildly confused.

Gulping down as he found the slender singer suddenly planted in his lap he bit his lip slightly as he felt his lips so close to his ear. He smiled slightly at Sisky as he heard the words, thinking about all the times he was sure that he and Sisky could have had something but it was broken by someone or worse, one of participants.

He pulled Bill closer and buried his head into his hair, not wanting his little Santi to hear his doubts, "I don't know if I am ready." He whispered with a tender vulnerability in his voice that he didn't often expose.

Sisky looked away from the two people he loved most on the island and watched the waves crash on to the shore. He wasn't upset, just slightly concerned. It's okay... I don't mind if William wants to... I mean it's only fair...

Sighing inwardly at how pathetic he felt, he loved the boy beside him yet their newly found son had been able to show him more than he was able to right now. He moved back to hold him tighter, just trying to tell him that he was trying, although he knew that Sisky couldn't understand what the hug meant.

He looked over to William and tried to brighten his moods, "I was talking about a house. Some kind of shelter for us to live in as a family."

"And I said you have to help because it's hard for me to make huts for giants," Sisky smiled and looked at them both, still confused about what was going on between them.

"Wanna get started?" He asked Bill, taking a deep breath before looking at Sisky with a smile, "Maybe we could go and quickly find some wood to help keep it stable, or something?" He smirked. Looking over to William, Butcher sent a small wink to him, knowing that it would make him happy to think that something was being done about their tension.