Come With Me If You Want To Live

Admin Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21

"Woah. No, wasn't me. I hadn't even heard that story. Wow."
Well. We learn new things everyday. Who would have thought...? I wonder who the guy was.

"Out of curiosity..." He took the joint, smoked some more and gave it back. "Have you ever slept with a guy? I mean, gone all the way?"

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"No," Sisky admitted, closing his eyes as he smoked. "I was afraid."

Admin Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21

I should stop smoking if I want to remember the whole story.
The blackmail idea was now completely out of the question. William was simply getting more and more curious.

"Ts'okay, I never did either. Who have you....y'know...almost slept with? What scared you?"

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Sisky curled closer to William. "If you go all the way that's gay right? I couldn't deny it, so I..." He smiled. "I was afraid of what you guys would think of me. I didn't want you to think the band baby had crushes on all of you or some shit. Stupid?"

Admin Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21

"Aw, Sisky..." He played with the boy's hair. "Yeah, damn stupid. We wouldn't think that. I know I wouldn't think that."

I never told anyone I was into guys, but most of them just assumed it. Says a lot about me.

"So you refrained from sleeping with someone just because of what we'd think?"

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"I'm kind of small." Sisky said as if it was all the explanation in the world. He meant his body's size since he was sort of a delicate looking guy.

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William snorted. "I'm assuming you don't mean this in the way I think you meant it...I mean, you're not possibly stoned enough to make confidences about that, right? Riiiight."

"So the guy was like, err, impressive-looking, if you...know what I mean?" He asked again, "Who was it? Anyone I know?"

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"Hey, look at that!" Sisky giggled and pointed at a tree. He had the joint all to himself now and was taking full advantage of it.

Admin Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21

Shit, I got him too stoned.

William tackled Sisky to the ground in a desperate attempt to steal back the joint. "Come on, answer! I wanna know!"

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"Hi," Sisky smiled and kissed William on the nose. "You move really fast."

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He rubbed his nose with his finger. "No, you're the slow one. Come on, tell meee!" he begged.

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"Hmmm?" Sisky frowned. "Oh! Oh! He was tall." He smiled. William would surely know who he was talking about now.

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"Well, I can scratch out Pete, then. But come on, everyone is tall." If he wants me to guess, then I must know the guy. Interesting.

He leaned forward to smoke without actually taking the joint in his hand.

"Give me a name! Or at least better clues."

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"Why don't you ask Pete? He knows everything about everything." Sisky giggled.

"Are you jealous?"

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"Pete is not even here. I'd ask him if I could. And no, mister, I'm not jealous. Or maybe I'm jealous of anyone who knows. I mean, we're pretty much best friends and all, so I thought you'd tell me first..." He pouted.

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"Tell you what? That the Butcher has a hott ass and I dream about melting into his tattoos? Oh! Or those Cobra guys wanted to share me, but I don't do that. Nope. One at a time. Ooor that Travis came looking for you one time when he was drunk so I told him no and he wouldn't have that so I chased him off for you? I thought you'd appreciate it. You were busy." Sisky grinned. "Tell you what?" He almost started repeating what he'd just said but realized it and giggled.

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William was definitely in shock.

"I....uh...wow. Okay." And who called me a whore, again? "I'm a bit disappointed that you didn't tell me any of this, Sisky." So much for being the baby! "And I, uh...what the heck, seriously? You're totally leading a double-life, man. You gotta stop that."

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"No way," Sisky shook his head. "It was all at parties and stuff. They were drunk they don't remember. I like it better that way. Then I can just leave and nobody will tell. Nobody will turn me down."

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"Dude, I doubt any of them would actually turn you down. Honestly." The Butcher is totally into him, but I guess I'll let him find that out by himself. "No one can possibly turn you down, of all people."

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"It doesn't matter now." Sisky realized, tears forming in his eyes. "I'm never going to see them again."

He curled up in a ball. He was still the baby, still young and insecure, just not quite innocent anymore.

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The downside of pot. I should have known...

"Hey, don't say that." William wrapped his arms around Sisky. "I'm sure they're all fine. We'll get out of here and we'll see them again. I promise."

I'm gonna do it for you, Sisky. I'll get us rescued.

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"You promise?" Sisky smiled and wiped at his face. That was good enough for him.

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He smiled back, confident. "Yeah. I do."

I'll have to check on him, though. I don't want him fooling around with everyone.

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"Thank you," Sisky relaxed. "I know you can do it. You're so good at everything. Perfect."

Admin Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21

"I wish, yeah. Right now you're the new hot thing though, aren't you? Scoring with all the boys. I guess you should be the one telling me all your tricks."

When you're not here they keep saying how attractive you are, even the straight ones. I can't top that.