| When Innocence is Your Only Shame | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:36 pm | |
| William moved his feet that was, indeed, fixed. "Uhm, yeah. Thank you."
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:44 pm | |
| Tom grunted and stood up, wiping his hand on his jeans. He turned away and began to walk further up the mountain. | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:45 pm | |
| William sighed and got up, following Tom. "What are you doing?"
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:45 pm | |
| "Walking." Tom rolled his eyes. | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:48 pm | |
| "Where to? I'm not leaving you alone." He accelerated his pace until they were walking next to eachother.
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:48 pm | |
| "Why don't you go back to your little buddies in the jungle?" Tom sent him a scathing look and accelerated. | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:53 pm | |
| William followed. "Listen - I don't know what you're thinking, but I swear I never lied to you." | |
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:56 pm | |
| "What is there between you and Gabe?" He turned angrily on William. "Huh? Answer me!" | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:58 pm | |
| William looked into Tom's eyes. "I'm in love with Gabe."
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:59 pm | |
| "I know." Tom said, no emotion on his face or in his voice. "Go back to him." | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:00 pm | |
| William bit his lip, knowing his reply would sound horribly childish. "But I love you too."
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:00 pm | |
| "Go back to him." Tom's face softened. "You deserve him more." | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:03 pm | |
| "You're not going to tell me what I have to do. I love you, and I want to be with you. I'm staying until you understand that."
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:07 pm | |
| "So you'd rather be with a guy that owns a gun, takes medication - no, correction, is supposed to take medication, than someone who clearly adores you." Tom shook his head. "People like me don't have 'lovers', William. We just... drift." | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:12 pm | |
| "It's not that easy. I don't know who I'd rather be with. I know it's an awful thing to say, but I can't hide it. I know I want to be with you, and I know I want to be with him. I know I can't have both. If I'm not worth your time, if you just don't want me, say it now. Say you don't love me and I won't bother you again. We can stay friends or you can get rid of me for good. But please, Tom, tell me what you want."
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:24 pm | |
| Tom closed his eyes. "I do like you." He slowly collected his thoughts. "But there's no way we could be together. We... I've seen what I do to people. You... no offence, but you wouldn't be able to control me. And... I can't do that." | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:28 pm | |
| I was willing to try and learn and do everything I could. You know it. "So you're asking me to leave? That's your final word?" He said it softly, judging he had done enough harm.
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:29 pm | |
| "It may seem harsh right now, but it's what's best for everyone." Tom said softly, a tender look in his eyes. "I... You and Gabe are perfect for each other." | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:35 pm | |
| William nodded. He kissed Tom's lips lovingly, and smiled. "You're perfect to me."
If I hadn't falllen for Gabe, Tom wouldn't be alone.
He turned around and started walking down the mountain, this time carefully looking at the rocks he was stepping on.
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:46 pm | |
| Tears in his eyes, Tom kept walking. Even as they spilled, he didn't look back. He didn't dare think of what he might do. His hands shook. He kept walking. | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:51 pm | |
| William stopped walking and sat down on a mossy rock. He was about to cry; his vision was already blurry. If he kept on walking, he'd probably have another accident, and no one would help him this time. He didn't look at Tom, but knew he had walked away as well.
"Because of me he's alone," he whispered to himself. If I had lied just once, if I had forgotten about Gabe, if I had vowed to stay with him, he wouldn't be alone.
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:52 pm | |
| Tom slowly turned his head back, his face a mask of tears. He saw William sitting there and shook his head, wiping his face before continuing. Sobs escaped his lips. | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 3:59 pm | |
| William quickly wiped his tears as they ran down his cheeks. He couldn't help it, but he tried to fight it.
I deceived Michael. He wanted me to take care of Tom for him and I couldn't do it, the same way I had him leave the band to protect him and failed.
"You always love someone more once they've left," he said out loud. "It's fucked."
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Tom Conrad
Number of posts : 1888 Age : 40 Registration date : 2007-06-25
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 4:00 pm | |
| Tom heard William's words and sat down, hiding his head. He sobbed quietly, shoulders shaking. | |
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William Beckett Admin
Number of posts : 3252 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-06-21
| Subject: Re: When Innocence is Your Only Shame Fri Jul 20, 2007 4:10 pm | |
| William silently stood up again, judging that he'd be able to go on, and kept walking.
"I never stopped loving him, I don't know what makes me think I could now." But Gabe doesn't have to know.
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