Fall apart and start again

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Sun Sep 16, 2007 11:52 pm

William grasped Gabe's fingers, begging for more contact. "I'll try." He licked Gabe's jawline. "Oh, we stood there, awkward and youthful, we tangled," he moaned quietly, "a piece of my soul escaped..."

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Gabe closed his eyes as he let his head fall. He wrapped his left hand around William's cock and his right around his own erection; he started jerking both at even pace. "Continue," he breathed.

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 12:02 am

William swallowed with difficulty. "W-We are restless and tired of sleeping with giants, a modern mankind with their egos of fire and it seems like..." The man gasped, unable to hit a hight note in the same breath. He grasped Gabe's arms and moaned the man's name.

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Gabe's moan echoed as he continued stroking with both hands. He felt himself get harder; he extended his face and left a sloppy kiss on William's chin. "It's working," he whispered loudly.

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 12:13 am

"Amazing," William said, visibly less thrilled than the man. He groaned. "Fuck me, Gabe...hard. Please."

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Gabe's mouth opened in surprise. "...hard?" he asked teasfully as he let go both hands and started handling the younger man. His body already glistened with sweat due to the heavy sun.

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 12:21 am

William laughed at his own choice of words. "Hard," he repeated, grinning. "I want you inside me," he whispered in the man's ear like a desperate moan. "I want you to fuck me like you've never fuck anyone before."

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Gabe gently tugged the younger man off the tree and pulled him down in the sand. "What's with the sudden need?" he asked as he turned William so he was face to his back. He started crawling over the frail body.

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 12:39 am

"You turned me on, now deal with the consequences," William hissed. Or maybe I'm still not over the fact that I got raped and I want you to make me forget about it. Whatever you want to hear. He arched his back.

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Gabe nodded and let his body rest over William's. He softly kissed the younger man's back before swiftly thrusting himself in without any warning. He gave a loud moan of satisfaction.

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 12:48 am

William gasped in pain and surprise. Okay, bad idea. Bad idea. He quickly realized he was still sore, more than he had thought, and was glad Gabe couldn't see the tears in his eyes.

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Gabe slid himself out and turned William around to face him. Guilt was written all over his features. "I'm sorry," he said. He wiped a tear with a finger. "I'll never do that again." I know that hurt. Your gasp told me. His cheeks were beet-red.

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 1:01 am

William shook his head. "No no, I'm fine. It just hurts a litte, that's all. No matter what you do it's still going to hurt." He cupped the man's cheeks and brought his face closer for a kiss. "I'm asking you to do it. Please."

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Gabe sat motionless for a second. "But I don't want to hurt you," he said in a small voice. All of his drive had left him; it wasn't his intention to cause harm. You're just saying that because it's what you've always said. But I know it doesn't necessairly mean it's what you really want. He swallowed with difficulty. "Maybe... we don't have to do the whole thing this time, y'know," he said shyly. "We'll have plenty of opportunities once we're back home. And in shape."

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 1:09 am

William bit his lip and nodded submissively. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked." He buried his face in the crook of Gabe's neck.

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Gabe gently rubbed the younger singer's back. "I love you," he said. "I want you to be happy and healthy." He took a deep breath. No more pain. That time is over. "We have no need to rush things." Just cuddling with you makes me feel happier than I've ever felt. He gently pulled William on top of him as he lay his back in the sand.

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 1:19 am

William nodded again. "Okay," he whispered faintly. He felt incredibly bad for putting his boyfriend through this. He closed his eyes and hoped his tears wouldn't fall on Gabe's skin and alarm the man. "Gabe...I wanna go home."

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"I wanna go home too," Gabe whispered in a choked voice. He lay a hand on William's back and took a deep breath. Ever since they had fallen here he had wanted to go home. Now that he had his first half of happiness, he knew the second half waited for him in the form of his appartment in Brooklyn. He cradled William against him. "We'll get through this."

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 7:40 pm

William sobbed tearlessly against Gabe's chest. "I don't want to play nice anymore. I'm fucking pissed off. I hate Pete, I hate him..." He clenched his fists and sighed in exhaustion. "I hate him." I feel like an horrible boyfriend now.

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"You're allowed to feel that way. No one ever asked you to play nice." He gently kissed the top of William's head. "Just let it out. You'll feel better." No one should have to endure what you had to, regardless of what they did. "You don't have to be afraid anymore."

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 7:57 pm

William shivered when Gabe kissed him, and clung to the man. "It hurt so much Gabe, you have no idea," he whispered, recalling every sensation. "Not only physically. I'm scared of how long it can take to get over it." He shifted. "What if I don't? What if I can't do everything you want me to?" He frowned. "If Pete ruined anything between us, he's a dead man."

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Gabe flung a strand of William's hair out of the younger man's face. "Don't say stuff like that. It doesn't matter if you don't get over it. It takes more than that to come between us. Right?" He tightened his arms against the singer's back affectionately. "You'll be fine. And if you don't get over it, then it'll be that way. I'll never be angry at you for that."

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 8:29 pm

"You could always sleep with someone else, as long as you still love me," William said, closing his eyes. He yawned.

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Gabe slapped the back of William's head. "Idiot," he mumbled as he settled himself in the sand and closed his eyes.

Subject: Re: Fall apart and start again Mon Sep 17, 2007 8:42 pm

"Forever your idiot," William mumbled. He smiled.

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