Song for Gabe

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 9:09 pm

Dear Gabe,

I'm unclean, a libertine
And every time you vent your spleen
I seem to lose the power of speech
Your slipping slowly from my reach
You grow me like an evergreen
You never see the lonely me at all

I take the plan, spin it sideways
I fall
Without you, I'm nothing
Without you, I'm nothing
Without you, I'm nothing

Without you, I'm nothing at all.

Can't you just appreciate it?, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 23, 2007 9:21 pm

Dear William,

Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide.
I'll take it by your side.
Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide.
I'll take it by your side.
Instant correlation sucks and breeds a pack of lies.
I'll take it by your side.
Oversaturation curls the skin and tans the hide.
I'll take it by your side.

Tick, tock.
Tick, tick, tick, tick, tick - tock.

Appreciating it very much, Gabe.

PS. Love for posting my favorite Placebo song.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Jul 24, 2007 10:44 am

Dear Gabe,

They say I gotta change my evil ways
And I'm working hard at it every day but
No matter what I do
I seem to make the same mistakes that I'm trying not to
If love is just a game that people play
And practice makes perfect is what they say but
No matter what I do
I seem to make the same mistakes that I'm trying not to...

Always knowing how to win your heart, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Jul 24, 2007 8:41 pm

Dear William,

Everybody's making sure we stay up 'til sunset,
But we can't forget.

If we ever find our way back,
This is all we've got.

Still lucid to what you did, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 9:31 am

Dear Gabe,

But I'm yours if you want and
I can be yours to spend your life with
I can be yours, we'll hide indoors
Petrified of the world

And if you'd rather stay in at night
I can relate to that
And if feels like your heart's dried up
I can relate to that
And if you need someone at your side
I am out there, I'm out there, out there...

Still determined not to let go, William xo

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 7:57 pm

Dear William,

But I don't care if you don't,
And I don't feel if you don't,
And I don't want it if you don't,
And I won't say it
If you don't say it first.

Forever thwarting into despair, Gabe. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 10:01 pm

Dear Gabe,

How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again
It's always been the same, same old story
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away
I know I have to go

All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them you know not me
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away
I know I have to go.

Exiled by you, William

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 10:05 pm

Dear William,

Nothing to win
And nothing left to lose.
I can't live
With or
Without you.

Getting emotional, Gabe. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 10:21 pm

Dear Gabe,

Say what you want,
Say what you need.

Already missing you, William. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 10:38 pm

Dear William,

All I need is for you
To be the one
That I believe.
Can I believe you?

Don't lie.

Kind of too annoyed with Sisky to sleep with him right now, Gabe. (Haha. Sorry Catherine. Tomorrow's another day. But I got Davey's twin/younger brother's picture, if you wanna see it. I can't post it, though. I'm not even allowed to send it. If you ever come online, I'll show it to you via. display picture. <3 )

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 10:42 pm

Dear Gabe,

Please don't be technology
Cause I can't turn off your love like some cold machine
Don't feed me scraps from your bed
I won't be the stray coming back just to be fed

Don't be waves
Come to seal my fate, marine
Just pretend that you want me

To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my

Well don't be that note I can't hold
Well don't be that joke that I told and told 'til it got old
Don't be that hand 'round my throat so I can't breathe (so I can't breathe)
Say you're my friend but why won't you be my family?

And be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe

To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
Be my serene

Tell me you know what I mean (Prove me wrong)
You've set on me but you are not the sun
And you will not listen (How do I know who I am?)

(Burn it down) Outside your cold lips again
(Come around) You've set on me but you are not the sun
You will not listen

Just pretend that you love me

And be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my babe, to be my babe
To be my...

Used to waiting by now, William. (Can't go on MSN; won't work and I don't feel like restarting the computer. Monday Monday~.)

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 10:49 pm

Dear William,

You can't always get what you want.
But if you try sometimes you just might find,
You just might find,
You get what you need.

Knowing how it feels to wait as well, Gabe. (I'm in no rush (: )

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 10:53 pm

Dear Gabe,

We used to laugh
We used to cry
We used to bow our heads then
Wonder why

But now you're gone
I guess I'll carry on
And make the best of what you've left to me
Left to me, left to me

I need you
Like the flower needs the rain
You know I need you
Guess I'll start it all again
You know I need you
Like the winter needs the spring
You know I need you
I need you

And every day
I'd laugh the hours away
Just knowing you were thinking of me
Then it came
That I was put to blame
For every story told about me
About me, about me

I need you
Like the flower needs the rain
You know I need you
Guess I'll start it all again
You know I need you
Like the winter needs the spring
You know I need you
I need you...

Then assuming you know how cruel it is, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Jul 25, 2007 11:02 pm

Dear William,

Now, I'm having trouble differentiating
Between what I want,
And what I need
To make me happy.
So instead of thinking, I just act
Before I have the chance to contemplate the
Consequencial action.

And I will turn off.
And I will shut down.
Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground.
And I will turn off.
And I will shut down.
The chemicals are restless in my head.

It was indeed kinda cruel, Gabe. (But William's not the one waiting, haha. You are. <3 )

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 30, 2007 11:32 am

Dear Gabe,

How you turn my world
You precious thing
You starve and near exhaust me.

Everything I've done
I've done for you
I move the stars for no one.

You've run so long
You've run so far
Your eyes can be so cruel
Just as I can be so cruel
Oh I do believe in you
Yes I do...

Live without your sunlight
Love without your heartbeat
I...
Can't live within you.

Can't believe you're already planning to run off with Travis, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 30, 2007 9:49 pm

Dear William,

Perfect by nature,
Icons of self indulgence.
Just what we all need;
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be.
Have you no shame?
Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled.

You'll still be my numero uno, Gabe.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 30, 2007 10:05 pm

Dear Gabe,

If it wasn't the oceans
Wasn't the breezes
Wasn't the white sands
I might not be needed

If I could sleep through the coal mines
If I could breathe through hatred
If I could, work through the summer
Then I woulnd't feel so humble

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you
Oh you, it's always you
It's always you

If you love, I could command it
Get your head, to understand it
I'd go twice, around the world
Even though, I may not find it

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you
You, it's always you
It's always you.

Wondering how long it will last, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Mon Jul 30, 2007 10:19 pm

Dear William,

I don’t want to fight
Every single night.
Everything I want is in your eyes.

You and me go back
To places I don’t know to care,
The spoils of all I got were left for scraps.

Don’t let me say this,
But you’re no worse than me,
It’s crazy.

We are the real, if real ever was, and just because
We are the real, they feel we have enough
We are the real, ‘cause someone gave us up.

I want to be there when you’re happy.
I want to love you when you’re sad.

As long as you'll love me back, Gabe.

PS. You wanted me to cheat on you with Sisky; I'd much rather cheat with Travis, to be quite frank. D:

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Jul 31, 2007 11:27 am

Dear Gabe,

Give it up, give it up
Don't fall for the same things
Give it up, give it up
Don't fall for the mistakes that I've made
Don't turn away

I understand your ways
Won't give it up

It's not me you're waiting for
Alright, stop waiting...

Wow okay that's a long time, William.

PS.- I think I'd much rather read that, for some reason. Traviiiiie. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Jul 31, 2007 9:33 pm

Dear William,

While you're breakin' down my back n'
I been rackin' out my brain,
It don't matter how we make it
'Cause it always ends the same.

Loving you more each minute, Gabe. :D

PS. First, she'd have to come online. Y'know. Once. And maybe put some display pic. ;;>.>

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Tue Jul 31, 2007 10:31 pm

Dear Gabe,

Wish I knew what you were looking for
Might have known what you would find
Wish I knew what you were looking for
Might have known what you would find

And its something quite peculiar
Something thats shimmering and white
Leads you here despite your destination
Under the milky way tonight.

Happier each minute, William.

PS. If we get no sign of life by Sunday, I'll get Travie's e-mail and spam his inbox.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Aug 01, 2007 1:50 pm

Dear William,

I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come through.
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you.

The time is right,
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red,
And, oh the night's so blue.
And then I go and spoil it all,
By saying something stupid
Like I love you.

Loving that smile, Gabe.

PS. Haha. Yeah, you can do that. (x

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Aug 01, 2007 5:35 pm

Dear Gabe,

Do you remember the first time?
Time stopped then sped so fast.
In just three minutes you were mine;
Don't think that it was the last.
You knew I knew the ways that I could make you say "Please, please please don't take it easy on me. Just make it harder to breathe."
So I'll climb on top and I'll never stop till I make you forget who you are, and just feel...

Acknowledging that Blaqk Audio is the soundtrack to everything sexy, William.

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Wed Aug 01, 2007 5:53 pm

Dear William,

How it breaks their hearts
that we've made an art
of desecrating our sanctuaries.

Indeed it is, Gabe.

PS. And loving it. <3

Subject: Re: Song for Gabe Fri Aug 03, 2007 10:16 pm

Dear Gabe,

Just in case they'tre wondering
They've got us pinned terribly
They don't believe our love is real
'Cause they don't know how real love feels
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And they'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true.

<3, William.

PS. Sisky kinda woke up and we're kinda naked.

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